Sunday, August 31, 2014


A Sunday comic from the wonderfully fertile mind of Dan Piraro:

Saturday, August 30, 2014

Pete's Exit Interview

Instagram Selfie by Pete Brook
After nearly three years in Portland, Pete Brook is moving today to San Francisco. At this very moment he and his honey are in a U-Haul somewhere on I-5, headed due south. Pete has stripped off the rental tuxedo, his cigs are handy, and he's trying to clear his head from last night's blowout moving bash. 650 miles! It will be a monotonous drive unless they stop at a few prisons. But their trip is bound to have a happy ending, and maybe two or three of them.

Goodbye, Portland. It's the end of an era, albeit a rather short one. I took the opportunity to ask Pete a few questions about the Rose City.

BA: Why did you move to Portland initially? 

PB: The goats, the brews, the double decker bikes. Seriously, I see double-decker bikes every week. They are here and they are real. 

In truth, I needed a place to land after my 2011 road trip. You remember that one. You cheered down the home-strait by you with a beer in EugeneBefore going on the road, I'd lived in Seattle for 3 years. I put all my stuff in my friend’s basement in Portland and then did some driving, prison visits, college lectures and a bunch of interviews.  

I always knew I was headed to Portland. I’ve been on the west coast ever since I pitched up in America. So where to go? Options are slim. San Diego is the most boring city in America. Los Angeles is big and energetic and I love to visit but I wasn’t going to move there. San Francisco was too expensive and besides most of my best buddies from Northern California (where I first lived after swapping UK for the US) had moved out — many to Portland. The list was basically Portland, Portland or Portland.

Why are you leaving?

To be in the same city as my partner. We’ve done long distance for a year and the time is now to switch up the situation. I hate to leave Portland. It’s a great place to live. It’s easy. It’s got real seasons (complaints about the rain are overplayed). There’s great food and drink in every neighbourhood. With fewer financial burdens and low costs-of-living, there’s opportunities here to craft life into what you want or need. I tend to see people here finding a nice balance between employment and outside-of-work passions.

Mt. Hood — Pete Brook

Before living there, what did you expect the city to be like?

Like Seattle but less corporate.

In retrospect what surprised you most about the city?

The creeping corporateness.

How would you describe the photo scene in Portland?

Pretty solid. I dip into it to be social, so it meets my needs. It’s really friendly. I don’t know how it is to make a living here as a photographer, but no one seems to be complaining too loudly. Nike and Adidas support the ad agencies and photographers find work there. Even if you’re not full-time photographer, there’s a million and one side-projects happening in the city that you can get into. It’s what you make of it, but there are lots of doors always open and a host of generous collaborators. 

There’s a lot of photographers here just doing it for the love of it and I greatly admire that. 

I know you have your reservations, but I still like the photo section in Powell’s. Ampersand is a finely curated space of books. They have monthly exhibits with free beer. Nicolas Lampert spoke there last week, to give you an idea of the calibre of events. 

Never go to any galleries on First Thursday if you can help it. It’s a clusterflock. Take the time and you’ll see great imagery at Newspace, Blue Sky, Charles Hartmann. There’s a massive show happening at Portland Art Museum this fall about 40 years of photography in OregonThe show is basically anchoring itself on Blue Sky, which is the oldest non-profit photo gallery in the country.

Portland has its fair share of crappy landscape and flower photographers but where doesn’t?

I think the photo scene benefits from a good video scene and a good design scene. PICA, PNCA, COPS, and c3:initiative all remind us that photography serves art and not the other way round.

"Pretty solid example of my #portlandpaintedgreen series
which is 900 images strong on Instagram. It helped me see (and share) the city." — Pete Brook
It seems every other week some media outlet in Portland writes about how great Portland is. And here I am blogging about it. Is Portland too fucking self-absorbed for its own good? 

Last week, I had friends come in from Seattle. Before we met up, they went for a sandwich. They showed up at my house laughing because they’d just listened to three bearded sleeve-tattooed dudes at the table next to them in the diner talk for 45-minutes about how much better Portland was than Seattle.

But if Monocle says so it must be true. I jest. I think Monocle digs Portland because the Brits like to fetishise and still hold out hope America isn’t as fat as the stereotypes have it.

On the topic of stereotypes, there’s a lot of ridiculous ones and Portlanders have quickly found a way to laugh about those (or ignore them). And, let's be honest, Portlandia is basically talking about that strain of peculiar self-centered absorption that grips the hippies, locavores and hipsters of any American coastal city.

On the other hand, I reckon Portlanders have found a way to embrace the favorable quirky stereotypes and media coverage. They’re right to want to talk about their home. It is a good place. I don’t mind people celebrating the good life. 

We need to add a caveat here though. Not everyone in Portland has it easy. There’s a dark underside to Portland that reveals itself when you get out of the core and newly emerging trendy districts. Portland has some real problems with poverty and drug addiction. Sex trafficking occurs here as it does in other cities. The police department is getting better, but it showed its true stripes during Occupy and the level of intimidation it used. The homeless in Portland are targeted by the authorities.

So, my only worry about all the hype surrounding Portland is that it diverts attention from the urgent social needs here. If the city is to continue growing into its blooming reputation it needs to build in a way that addresses the needs of all socio-economic groups.

Favorite place in Portland to eat lunch outside?

Produce Row, Sen Yai, Red Fox, Roadside Attraction, Vendetta, Parkway Tavern.

Favorite downtown character?

Stumped on this one. But if you wanna see PDX characters, look no further.

Favorite restaurant?

Taqueria Santa Cruz in St. Johns, Pok Pok Noi, Luc Lac (just not 2am on a Friday or Saturday), Tasty & Sons for bacon and cheddar and chard, Biwa for fancy asian fusion, H’Val for vietnamese soups, Hen Ya for all things vietnamese. Miho for Japanese (not sushi). Frank’s Noodle House.

"Selfie from the Bye & Bye, my fave bar.
Probably between a WIRED draft." —Pete Brook
Favorite building?

Portland is hardly known for its architecture. It’s all quite limited. The Portland Building is ridiculous: Michael Graves PoMo acid. The churches of Pietro Belluschi are incredible: St. Thomas More Catholic Church and Central Lutheran Church.

If you’re happy to go through airport style metal detectors get to the cupola at the top of the court house right in Pioneer Square, I recommend it. OSHU’s views are amazing, as is the cable car up to it.

Favorite bar?

Bye & Bye. Some of my best writing was done at the Bye & Bye. Super friendly staff. I’d go there once a week late at night and they’d sort me out. They didn’t need to be that nice, I mean, I was that guy with the laptop who sat in front of a glowing screen in the corner while others tried to forget about work and be social. It felt like an office I didn’t pay rent on.

A shout out to Tiga, my other local. It’s closing shortly and it’s a sad loss. Also Secret Society, B-Side, Liberty Glass.

Favorite neighborhood to stroll in?

PPG —Pete Brook
I have to say the NE. It’s where most Portland Painted Green was made. Love this neighbourhood.

Portland's best drug (legal or illegal)?

Ayahuasca is making a come back, apparently. Never done it like but I’ve heard a few acolytes talking it up.

Heroin prices are falling sharply and a couple friends who work as physicians or service providers downtown say it’s becoming the drug of choice for many of the addicted and/or homeless. It’s replacing meth. Scary stuff.

Briefly describe the time in Portland when your reality was most altered, either through drugs, alcohol, dancing, exhaustion, or whatever.

Wandering back through town with my sleeping bag after three days at my first Pickathon (2012). I went there as press with WIRED, and it took me a year to write an article that was pretty much junk. All the personal spirit quest stuff I couldn’t include.

"Made these t-shirts with Sharita Towne this weekend.
Search Oregonian for blue room for more info."
Were you ever nude in public in Portland?

Never, I only let the freshest mountain breezes tickle my fancies. Of course, with the world’s biggest naked bike ride there’s plenty of opportunity, but I’m too much of a prude.

What will you miss most about the city?

My mates. Cheap gigs, jumping off bridges on the Washougal River, super weird menus and booze at local joints. Every pub legally must serve food, so you get playful menus with just a few items but they’re super good and varied.

Forest Park trails — my Saturday morning run kept me sane man. Nothing like them. Gorgeous every time of the year.

Thursday, August 28, 2014

Nils Jorgensen: What Was He Thinking?

Nils Jorgensen is a minimalist based in London.


Describe what was happening at the moment of exposure - Nothing as far as I recall.  I was wandering about, in a bit of a dream no doubt.

What were you thinking? - I do not remember.  It’s a while back.

What were you looking for? - I don’t remember that either, but not a sequence, which was something which occurred to me later.

What caught your interest visually?  - The two of them, they looked nice.

Was it a one-off or did you stalk a certain situation? - A one off.

Was there any reaction from people you shot?  - No.

Did the image come out as you expected?  - No. 

Describe what was happening at the moment of exposure - Nothing.

What were you thinking?  - Very little. 

What were you looking for?  - The crowds made nice shapes.

What caught your interest visually?  - Just the crowds.

Was it a one-off or did you stalk a certain situation? - One off.

Was there any reaction from people you shot? - No.

Did the image come out as you expected?  - Not at all.  A lucky shot. 

Describe what was happening at the moment of exposure - I was out shopping.

What were you thinking? - I was excited about trying out a new lens.  

What were you looking for?  - Everything you see in the frame.

What caught your interest visually?  - The shape of the paper in his briefcase.  

Was it a one-off or did you stalk a certain situation? - One off.

Was there any reaction from people you shot? - No.

Did the image come out as you expected?  - Yes.

Describe what was happening at the moment of exposure -  Nothing except what you see.

What were you thinking?  -I liked the people merging with the statues.  

What were you looking for? - That’s it.  

What caught your interest visually?  I liked the merging bit. 

Was it a one-off or did you stalk a certain situation?  A one off.

Was there any reaction from people you shot? No.

Did the image come out as you expected?  Yes.  

Describe what was happening at the moment of exposure - He was having a wee. 

What were you thinking?  I need a wee too. 

What were you looking for? A free urinal.

What caught your interest visually? The free urinals and the drum.

Was it a one-off or did you stalk a certain situation?  A one off.

Was there any reaction from people you shot? No.  

Did the image come out as you expected?  Yes. 

Describe what was happening at the moment of exposure  It was raining.

What were you thinking?  I thought how fortunate she crouched down just there, against the dark wall, just then. She was only looking at her Filofax. 

What were you looking for?  Symbolism.  

What caught your interest visually?  What wouldn’t catch my eye? It’s a wonderful street thing. It’s everything that’s exciting about street photography for me.  

Was it a one-off or did you stalk a certain situation?  One off.

Was there any reaction from people you shot? No. 

Did the image come out as you expected?  Yes.  

Describe what was happening at the moment of exposure?  A party.

What were you thinking?  Time for another drink.  

What were you looking for?  Another drink.

What caught your interest visually?  I’m not sure. Her legs? Her eyes? I can’t remember.

Was it a one-off or did you stalk a certain situation?  A one off.

Was there any reaction from people you shot? No. Though it was taken with flash, so I guess they must have noticed me. Though they were lost in each other. I know I’d have been lost.   

Did the image come out as you expected?  No.

Describe what was happening at the moment of exposure - I was having a drink with my good friend Nick Turpin.

What were you thinking?  What a nice evening it was.  

What were you looking for?  The couple looked serene and happy, to take a picture of that.

What caught your interest visually?  I’m not sure.  There’s not much happening really.

Was it a one-off or did you stalk a certain situation?  A one off.

Was there any reaction from people you shot? No. But a short while afterwards the couple got up to leave and I showed them my picture, and they liked it. I didn’t get any contact details unfortunately. I hope they are still together and might contact me one day.  

Did the image come out as you expected?  No.

Describe what was happening at the moment of exposure? -  I was feeling incredibly sad and in some degree of distress.

What were you thinking?  - My mind was in turmoil.

What were you looking for? -  Picture-wise?  I wasn’t looking for anything.  I forced myself to take it. 

What caught your interest visually?  - Her hand.  Her hair.

Was it a one-off or did you stalk a certain situation?  - One off.  Isn’t any street pic a one-off, or else it is nothing?  Ok, let’s not go down there. 

Was there any reaction from people you shot? - She kept on sleeping. 

Did the image come out as you expected?  - No.  

Describe what was happening at the moment of exposure - Just as you see in the picture.

What were you thinking?  How amazing.  

What were you looking for?  To get the knot and her fingers at just the right moment and the man’s legs too. 

What caught your interest visually?  The knot.

Was it a one-off or did you stalk a certain situation?  One off.

Was there any reaction from people you shot? No.  

Did the image come out as you expected?  No. 

Friday, August 22, 2014


One reason for the recent lack of book reviews here (or much other activity) is that most of my reviewing energy lately has been devoted to Photo-Eye. I know, it's the same old story. Independent blogger is subsumed by corporate conglomerate. Activity dies off, etc. Hey, what can I say? They know my weakness. They pay me in books. 

So the reviews have been there and not here. I could repost them but there's no point. You can just go there

But for my latest review I'm going to make an exception. It covers marijuana production, a subject near and dear to my heart. I grew up dancing and frolicking in the wild marijuana fields of Northern California. Marijuana was my playground, my friend, my mentor. It was the local currency, shade, building material and food. I have many fond memories of...well actually some of those memories have large gaps now. What was I talking about?...Oh yeah, books.

So when this book came along I pulled up the bong near the keyboard and went to work. It was pretty intense, dude! In the end, shit got done the way it usually gets done, in a dark smoke-filled room. But I had to leave out some stuff. Photo-eye doesn't need to know about the voices in the ceiling or how the pages glowed as if they were neon. But the major adjustment was more basic. Before sending it to Photo-Eye I retranslated it back into English. 

I thought B readers might appreciate seeing it the original shorthand, which is the language I write when I'm super duper high. So here it is.

میری پسندیدہ بانگ مذاق ایک بار میں چلنے والے کے بارے میں تین لوگ ہے. پہلا آدمی بہت لمبا ہے. انہوں نے بارٹیںڈر پر چلتا ہے اور کوئی، انتظار کریں ... کا کہنا ہے کہ. میں یہ غلط ہو رہی ہے. دوسرا آدمی چلو دیکھتے ہیں ... کیونکہ قد ایک ہے. انہوں نے کہا کہ درست نہیں ہے پر ... کوئی، پکڑ ... پانی کے ایک گلاس کے لئے بارٹیںڈر پوچھتا ہے اور. مجھے یہ کیسے جانا تھا ... پھر سے شروع کرتے ہیں؟ ایک پادری کے بارے میں کچھ ... اور میں کارٹون لائن کو معلوم ہے - برف پگھل! لیکن میں بالکل اس کے باقی یاد نہیں کر سکتے. لیکن یہ مضحکہ خیز تھا. مزاحیہ، مجھ پر اعتماد کرو. ام، میں آپ کو وہاں ہونا تھا لگتا ہے.

بانگ بہت مذاق کے بٹ رہا ہے. اس کے استعمال کے اصل میموری نقصان کی طرف جاتا ہے یا نہیں arguable ہے. لیکن کیا تنازعہ سے باہر ہے کہ بانگ کی کاشت کی ایک بہت بڑی صنعت ہے. یہ اکثر چند دیگر وسائل کے ساتھ دیہی علاقوں میں، امریکی زیر زمین معیشت کا ایک وسیع ٹکڑا کو روزگار اور استحکام فراہم کرنے، امریکہ میں اب تک سب سے بڑا نقد آور فصل کی طرف سے ہے. شمالی کیلی فورنیا کی بانگ پٹی میں، کلیوں اقتصادی ریڑھ کی ہڈی ہیں. وہ راشن اور گیس، لیکن نئے ٹرک، پراپرٹی ٹیکس، ٹیوشن، retirements کے، زمین -Everything کے لئے نہ صرف ادا. آپ تیل ڈلاس کے لئے ہے کے طور پر بانگ شمالی کیلی فورنیا کے لئے ہے کہہ سکتے ہیں.

بانگ کی ثقافت نہ صرف اقتصادی بلکہ ضعف امیر ہے. یہ کبھی کبھی رنگین حروف اپنی طرف متوجہ. غیر قانونی سرگرمی کی قدرتی لالچ کے ساتھ ان کی جمع اور اس کے شوقین فوٹوگرافروں کے لئے ایک پکا ہوا ہدف ہے. حالیہ برسوں میں Sarina Finkelstein، مورین Drennan، ڈیوڈ والٹر بینکوں، اور دوسروں بانگ کاشتکاری دستاویزی ہے.

تازہ ترین (ایک عرف) ایچ لی ہے. اپنی کتاب Grassland پر (Kehrer: 2014) جنوبی طرح Humboldt کاؤنٹی میں بانگ کاشتکاری کے ایک فوٹو گرافی کی ہے. کے بارے میں 200 میل دور شمال میں سان فرانسسکو کے ریڈووڈ ملک میں واقع ہے، اس علاقے شاید اعلی گریڈ بانگ پیداوار کے قومی مرکز ہے. میں یہاں اپنے بچپن خرچ اور میں اچھی طرح علاقے جانتے، تو میں نے خاص طور پر دلچسپی کے grassland میں مناظر پایا. لیکن میں بانگ کی اپیل کی کوئی جغرافیائی حدود نہیں جانتا کے طور پر کتاب، دوسرے علاقوں سے قارئین کے لئے قابل قدر ہو جائے گا لگتا ہے.

چراگاہ مارکیٹ میں انکر سے فصل کی کاشت کے عمل کرنے کے لئے ترتیب ہے. افتتاحی تصویر پھیلا شنکدر جیب کے ارد گرد جھللیدار براؤن رولنگ پہاڑیوں کے شاٹس کے ساتھ، زمین کی تزئین کی کے لئے ایک احساس دے. مصنف کی طرف سے ایک مختصر تعارف کے بعد ہم کتاب کے دل کو حاصل: THC پیداوار. ہم جنگل میں باغ برتنوں، آب پاشی، گرین ہاوس، اور چھوٹے بڑھ مناظر کی تصویریں دیکھیں. ارادہ ہے کہ بانگ کاشتکاری کے طور پر عام اور ٹماٹر یا مکئی اٹھانے کے طور پر منظم ہے ظاہر کرنے کے لئے ہے تو، ایچ لی کامیابی حاصل کی ہے. اگر تم برا، یہ آپ کے پڑوسی کے باغ کے پلاٹ، یا یہاں تک کہ ان کی الماری برتن پلانٹس نہیں ہیں. یہ حصوں لیبر، قوی کھاد، بجلی کے آلات، وغیرہ کے ساتھ، چھوٹے پیمانے پر صنعتی زراعت ہے

کچھ قارئین، ان کی دلچسپی کتاب کے بعد کے مراحل کی طرف سے ناراج ہو سکتا ہے ہم فصل، خشک کرنے والی، اور دیکھ کر آخر سنوری کی nuggets، وزن کے مطابق، اور مختلف چھاترالی کمرے، اڈوں، اور ملک بھر میں کارپوریٹ سوئٹ کے لئے شپمنٹ کے لئے تیار کیا جا رہا ہے. صرف کتاب تو سکریچ اور سنف تھے! لیکن افسوس، یہ نہیں ہے. قارئین وہ baggies کے اور خفیہ اسٹوریج ٹب میں قسم کلیوں پیروی کے طور پر طباعت کی بو کے ساتھ کی وجہ سے کرنا پڑے گا. فوٹو سابق ہائی ٹائمز کے ایڈیٹر گلین اوبرائن کی طرف سے باب Marley quotes- کے ساتھ ایک بہترین مضمون -dense کے ساتھ محدود ہیں.

سب میں ایک پیار کی تصویر ہے. "میں وہ زمین کی تزئین کی ایک زندہ بنانے کے لئے جدوجہد کے طور پر ان کسانوں لیا خطرات لئے ایک گہرا احترام محسوس کیا،" لی لکھتے ہیں، اور عام طور پر فوٹو جو تعریف کی عکاسی. وہ، pastoral کی سکون، اور شردقالو ہیں، اور گری دار میوے اور بڑھتی ہوئی برتن کے بولٹ کا ایک جائزہ دے. خاص طور پر چپچپا ہیش انگلیوں کی تصویر کو فوری طور پر عزیز یادیں اور قریب کی ایسوسی ایشنز ہوتا ہے جس میں سے ایک ہے. ایچ لی کی بصری سٹائل بہت مخصوص ایماندار اور سنگین لیکن نہیں ہے.

جزو لاپتہ ایک قوم، ایک شناخت کے ساتھ کم از کم ان ہے. ایچ لی کسانوں کے لئے ایک گہری تعلق کا اظہار کر سکتے ہیں لیکن وہ تصاویر میں ترجمہ نہیں کیا گیا ہے. کچھ نامعلوم سڑک حروف مقامی ذائقہ کا احساس دینے کے لئے ظاہر کئے گئے ہیں. لیکن اصل کاشت منظر میں ملوث کارکنوں جان بوجھ کر کھیتی، سائے، یا شناخت ہونا blur- -through تصاویر ہیں. میں استدلال کو سمجھ ہے، اثر فوٹو depersonalize اور جذباتی طور پر ہٹا انہیں چھوڑ کے لئے ہے.

تصنیف کے لئے ایک عرف کا استعمال ہے کے طور پر یہ، ڈیزائن کی طرف سے شاید ہے. ایک چھوٹا سا بھید کسی بھی کتاب میں اضافہ. لیکن بہت زیادہ قاری کو چھوڑ، اور grassland کے ساتھ اس کے کچھ خطرہ ہے کر سکتے ہیں. پوری بات ایک جاسوس ناول چمک کا ایک تھوڑا سا ہے. "میں تم پر اعتماد کر سکتے ہیں -؟ - ایک hushed فسفسانا میں لکھا یملی بریڈی کے کردار، اس سمت میں بھی leans ہے جی ہاں، منظر جی ہاں، یہ کبھی کبھی مبہم لیکن نامہ نگاروں میں لوگ میگزین کے بے نقاب کے بعد سے اس کارڈ کھیل رہا ہے زیر زمین ہے. ابتدائی 1980s. اس وقت طرح Humboldt کاؤنٹی کے باشندوں کے تمام ڈرامہ کا تھوڑا سا تنگ آ چکے ہیں. وہ صرف برتن بڑھنے اور پہلے ہی منتقل کرنا چاہتے ہیں.

چراگاہ کے ساتھ ساتھ اچھا reproductions کے اور ہموار ٹھیک ٹھیک کور (کوئی جیکٹ) کے ساتھ، تیار کیا جاتا ہے. موضوع کی طرف سے دیکھتے ہوئے یہ وسیع اپیل ہونا چاہئے. میں نے اسے کراس مارکیٹنگ فائن آرٹ کتابوں کی دکانوں اور زیر زمین سر دکانوں دونوں میں دیکھ سکتے ہیں. شاید بانگ ڈسپنسری میں؟

ایک ممکنہ مارکیٹ وقت کیپسول ہے، لیکن اس کے چند سال انتظار کرنا پڑے. تیزی سے بانگ سے متعلق معاشرتی رویوں اور قوانین کو تبدیل کرنے کے ساتھ، اس کتاب کو جلدی ء بن سکتا ہے. امریکہ وسیع برتن کی منظوری اور ویدیکرن کے کچھ قسم کے لئے سربراہی میں لگتا ہے. بانگ، کھل اضافہ ہوا ٹیکس، اور سگریٹ میں تیار کیا جاتا ہے جب سے ایک دہائی، Grassland پر چپ سے Backwoods خفیہ ایک اداسین دوبد پر لگ سکتا ہے. ستم ظریفی یہ ہے کہ یہ واپس ویدیکرن طرح Humboldt کاؤنٹی کی زیر زمین معیشت پہلے جلال سال کے لئے ایک کھڑکی کے طور پر دیکھا جا سکتا ہے

Sunday, August 17, 2014

The Small Print

I don't know if two shows constitutes a trend, but if recent exhibitions at Blue Sky Gallery are any indication, photography's recent infatuation with mural-sized prints may be shifting. Both shows featured very small photographs, and both were a delight. 

Hidden Mother is showing now through the end of August. Walk right past the front room's large vacuous prints made by someone or other. The photos you want to see are in the back. They sample a collection curated by Laura Larson around the Victorian idea of hidden motherhood. Simple idea: The kids pose while the mothers attempt to vanish. As usual nothing is as mysterious as a fact clearly described.

artist unknown, c. 1860-80tintype, 3 1/2" x 2 3/4"

If the concept sounds familiar, it may be because it's been circulating for a few years. Mack published a book called The Hidden Mother in 2013 by Linda Fregni Nagler, sparking a round of internet adulation last Winter. There's a Flickr group. And various other sites. In fact I think there are many people collecting and sharing this sort of photography. But this is the first time I'd seen them on a wall in original physical form, and what impressed me was the size, or rather the lack of it. 

The bulk of Larson's show is composed of tintypes with a smattering of vintage silver gelatin prints and cartes-de-visite. All are one-of-a-kind originals, and all are remarkably tiny. Perhaps the largest is 6 inches tall?  You have to get close to see them, just like you have to get close to see a real baby. I've seen plenty of babies over the years, but I'm always astonished at how small a newborn infant is —almost too small to be human! You need to lean in. And it's from a foot away that the details take over. The glistening nose and the milk stains and vomit. It's an interactive experience.

Maybe some of this show's impact came from a simple change in routine. I've seen so many large prints in recent years that I've become unconsciously inured. At this point they seem normal. When a show of tiny photos comes along the spell is broken. Oh wait, there's another way?

Yes there is. In fact this is Blue Sky's second consecutive undersized exhibition. Last month it was animal photos by the Finnish master Pentti Sammallahti. If the scale of Larson's prints can be explained mostly by circumstance —Unless your name was Carleton Watkins, vintage Victorian prints were diminutive by nature— Sammallahti's prints were small by choice. They were his photos, printed in his darkroom from his negatives. He could've made them any size he wanted. So the choice to print most of them at bread slice scale was quite deliberate.

This one, for example, was barely over 5" high. I had to get within inches to make it out, and I don't think I've seen a more spectacular print this year. It glowed like a small diamond.

Swayambhunath, Nepal, 1994, Pentti Sammallahti, 5 1/4" x 3 7/8"

One diamond would be fine, but a room full of them was a real fucking powerhouse. Every tiny print rocked. It was probably the best exhibition Blue Sky has had in five years. Sammallahti is on another planet and I hope he stays there.

OK, I admit some of my praise involves the subject matter. If he'd shown another series at the same scale, say watermelons or still lifes, I might be less enamored. But Sammallahti is a scavenger. He has the hunger for serendipitous situations that distinguishes true seers. Is he a street photographer? I'm not sure. If so, he's one who avoids crowds and cities and posters and the typical street tropes. No, he's not really a street shooter. But a visual savant? Yeah, I think so. And he plays small ball.

I'm not dismissing large prints out of hand. I think they can work in certain circumstances. Prints on steroids have their place, but not as automatic default. For me they create distance. When I stand several feet away to see the image, my tendency is toward passivity. An entire room of such prints is like a bank of TVs in a sports bar. I can stand in the center and take in an entire exhibition with a lazy sweep of the head. But with small prints every photo requires an intimate visit. You've got to move side to side, then refocus. You must engage, and you notice that photographs can pack an amazing amount of information into just fifteen or twenty square inches!

Sometimes it pays to read the small print.

Thursday, August 14, 2014

The Same River Twice

One of the fun aspects of photos is that they can change over time. Of course this isn't exactly true. Photos stay the same. We change. But the effect is similar. It's like trying to jump in the same river twice. Sometimes I will look at old favorites and wonder what I ever could have liked about them. And the opposite happens just as often. A photo will occasionally grow on me over time. 

This one, for example:

When I made this photo last summer it was just a quick grab shot. Ben and Zane had taken a mud bath and I felt obliged to document it. Two kids on the summer dock. How typical. In fact I shoot my kids all the time just as most parents do, and usually the resulting photos are nothing special. So I sort of put this one in that first. 

But the more I looked at it the more I wondered. Why is Ben smiling and Zane frowning? Has he been habituated to mug for the camera? Or is he smiling because his body is more developed than his cousin who is just a few months younger? Or is it something more mundane? Perhaps he just ate a Twinkie?

Boxers, 1929, August Sander
My favorite August Sander portrait poses the same dilemma. Why is one boxer smiling and the other stern? Who knows? Maybe not even Sander himself. In any case it's an easy way into the photo. We see the faces, then we gradually notice that this carefully paired duo is a perfect mismatch in just about every way possible.

I don't pretend to be in Sander's league. But my photo has some mystery. What's going on here? Is the scene saying something about their personalities? Zane has always been the serious one. Ben eager to please. What's going on with their body language? Did Ben just win an argument? Who tracked those prints behind them? And what about the mud? Ben seems to wear his proudly whereas Zane looks like he just emerged from a pit. The more I look the more mismatches emerge.

Then there's the tantalizing possibility —embedded in all good photos— that the scene came together by accident, and that all of these suppositions are meaningless. I just happened to catch two fleeting expressions on two fleeting bodies and that's it. Because that's just what cameras do, the end. Perhaps that's what happened in Sander's photo too.

From a photo alone it's impossible to know. But the good photos —the ones that I appreciate more over time— are the ones which open themselves to questions like these and don't try to answer them. I might look at this photo of Ben and Zane in 10 years and still wonder what's going on. Or maybe by then something will have happened which explains the scene. 

The ones which seem to change over time, that in fact remind me that I'm changing —I suspect those are the keepers.

Tuesday, August 12, 2014

Q & A with Matt Weber

Matt Weber is a photographer based in New York City. 

BA: I just watched your movie More Than The Rainbow which I really enjoyed. Can you tell me how the film came about?

MW: My friend Dan had a friend Arlene who is a very gifted cinematographer and he asked her if making a movie about me interested her, and she said sure! Then he asked me and I don't believe in turning down opportunities, since they can few and far apart.

What does the title More Than The Rainbow refer to?

Just a line from the film where I'm saying I needed more than the rainbow to be happy with a black and white picture I had taken, of a rainbow.

Are you generally happy with the film?

I have learned to deal with criticism and think that the film is pretty outstanding because if you gave 100 editors the same pile of footage and images, they'd make 100 different films. I doubt many would do as well. 

What happens to the film now? Will I see it in theaters, or is the distribution end of it unsettled?

It did well in festivals, but I think after the DVD sales slow down, streaming is probably the best avenue. I bet you know more than I do about this stuff. Theaters don't like crowds of thirteen people and I saw the Vivian Maier film with about six people in Manhattan.

How did the variety of other photographers get involved in the film? Zoe Strauss? Mermelstein? Jeff Ladd? Ben Lifson? Was that through you or the film makers? And how did you decide who to include?

Good question. I wanted Zoe, but then again everybody does! Jeff Mermelstein used to live a few blocks away from me and we'd bump into each other often just walking around the upper west side. He was nice and agreed to talk about photography at the local diner, and I think his contribution was very important to anyone who cares about street photography. I met Jeff Ladd and became a huge fan of his Errata books. It was a brilliant idea to republish these classic photo books which had become too expensive for mere mortals to afford. Ben Lifson had done the intro to my book and we were obviously very happy to have him aboard. I knew Boogie and obviously was good pals with Dave Beckerman. The rest were recruited by the producer. We had asked for a few other very established photographers, but they declined having just been filmed in Everybody Street, which was a film that we did not know about at the time.

Why do you think Arlene was drawn to you as a subject?

She had seen my apartment and also I guess I babble in person a lot about all the crazy stuff I did as a younger guy. Of course most of my war stories didn't make it into the film, mostly to protect my daughter!

Matt Weber in a still frame from More Than The Rainbow
Your daughter doesn't know your past?

She's starting to get much of it and it's a bit uncomfortable. Mostly stuff that was not legal when I was a teenager.

Did you ax murder someone? Or mostly teen hijinks?

Subterranean stuff with spray paint and psychedelics. Never mugged or stole anything as I did have principles. I even paid for my spray paint which was considered very lame.

That's interesting because the movie was mostly about photography. I enjoyed your comments and the range of other photographers in the film. But I didn't learn much about your war stories or even know that's why the film was made.

I guess Dan did what he felt was best and I think he thought the crazy stuff from my youth was off topic.

Graffiti? Drugs? Pretty harmless in moderate amounts.

Not moderate at all. We were the east coast pranksters and I'm not exaggerating at all.

What type of pranks?

I meant pranksters like Kesey. I might as well have grown up in a never ending Woodstock festival.

Your folks were hippies? The sixties scene?

No, they were and are very liberal but they kept away from total immersion into the scene. I fell into it heavily when I was fifteen. The sixties sorta lasted until 1977.

I wish some of those stories had made it into the film. I think most people hit a stage like that in adolescence. Maybe 15 is younger than most. This was in New York? Which part?

Dead center...Central Park.

Where did you live exactly? What was the neighborhood like? 

I didn't live near Central Park but it wasn't very far either. The upper west side was mostly middle class and lower middle class, with a few wealthy people living on Central Park West and Riverside drive. There were also and still are quite a few housing projects which date back to the late 1950s. Robert Moses and his social experiment has been plaguing New York City for a very long time. There were plenty of empty lots to play in, and also the street lights weren't as bright, leaving the streets much darker and dangerous. Anyone who lived here in the sixties and seventies will remember what it was like to have to keep your eyes open at all times. Getting mugged was part of life, and one learned which streets were less likely to leave you penniless. It varied from block to block.

Were you mugged? 

I wonder how to express the effect that being mugged several times had on me growing up. I was lucky that most of the kids who mugged me were local and didn't want to hurt me bad enough to warrant police reports. They just wanted my loose change of maybe the lone dollar bill I might have had. The normal weapon was a cheap knife called a K-55 sold in Times Sq gift shops for around $1.25 or so. They were certainly made in Japan and were replicas of a more expensive and well known weapon. 

Image courtesy of Matt Weber

There was also a knife called the 007 which was large and cost a bit more in the same shops. It had a larger blade and was more imposing. The standard line was "Your money or your life?" and it does seem comical all these years later. 

One time I was riding my brand new 15 speed bike through Central Park late at night and I was alone. Suddenly I felt woozy and realized I was lying down. In the distance I saw the guy who punched me in the head and took my bike, riding away. As I said before, the old street lights were very dim compared to today's, and I never saw the guy coming out of the bushes.

Image courtesy of Matt Weber

Fortunately guns were far more scarce, and kids knew who had one, but rarely owned their own. Also the standard gun was the "Saturday night special" a cheap .38 caliber and there were also tiny .32's around. I never owned a gun and dislike them very much, having had them pressed up against many different parts of my body!

Later in my cab I had the experience of being held up at "Double Gunpoint" which was the worst thing I ever had to experience! These two Chinese kids got into my cab at 2am and asked to go to Queens. On a dark residential street I pulled over thinking I was about to get paid for the ride, and I felt something against my neck. It was an automatic pistol, and his friend climbed over the front seat (I had no partition at the time) and he had a standard six shot revolver which he shoved into my then slim belly. Feeling nervous the guns were trembling almost much as I was. When they ordered me to get out of the cab, I literally hurdled the hedges on someone's front lawn like Rafer Johnson. I didn't hear a gunshot and they drove off in my Crown Vic. I realized later how lucky I was that one of them knew how to drive, since it made it unnecessary to shoot me…That was in November of 1984, a couple of weeks before I bought my first Canon AE-1 and started photographing New York! Had either teen pulled his trigger, most likely there'd be nothing for us to discuss.

What did your parents do for work?

Tareyton Cigarette Ad
My mother decided when she was almost forty that being a house wife wasn't cutting it for her anymore. She had been an actress and even starred in an Arthur Miller play on Broadway when she was 18 years old! She went back to school and became a playwright. One of her early plays made it to Broadway and she recently converted the book "Giant" by Edna Ferber into a musical. My stepdad was working on Madison Ave. during the "Mad Men" era and was involved in the famous advertising campaign for Tareyton cigarettes, the one which said: "I'd rather fight than switch" and all the people had black eyes from fighting for their favorite smoke. He later became a consultant for the United Nations and many other companies.

Any siblings? Religion? Ancestry?

I have a younger brother who is a musician and recently I became an uncle to his son. My parents never forced religion on me and I think I'm OK without religion. I could talk pros and cons for hours but that would be way off topic. My ancestry is very complicated. I am actually able to trace my lineage back to the Mayflower on my father's side and my mom's family was totally changed by Hitler and WWII. She was lucky enough to escape Germany in 1937 and the rest of the story is long and complicated. The movie Valkyrie starring Tom Cruise covered parts of it.

When did you start driving a cab? 

The cab was my exit from the "scene". Many of the older guys I looked up to had become strung out on smack and I saw the writing on the wall, so to speak. Cab driving was an excellent job in 1978. $100 a day was a lot of cash. One bedroom apartments were still $200 in Manhattan! I have a pal who's been working on a doc about the scene and even has DA Pennebaker helping him, but I doubt it will ever get finished.

You mention your friends getting into smack. What was your experience with heroin?

I lost my father to heroin in the '60s and only met him once. A guy who was my best friend during my graffiti writing days later got strung out and also ODed. I lost many others friends from overdoses and or AIDS, and was able to keep my promise to my mom to never touch the drug. Considering the way things worked out for so many of my friends, I made a good choice to keep my word.

The filmmakers followed you around to a few places while you photographed and talked. It made me curious about your shooting process. How do you decide where and when to go to which areas? 

When I had a taxi I hit literally every single street in the whole town. Coney Island was important since I had a couple of birthday parties there in the '60s. I wish I had shot a lot more there in the '80s but I'm glad I did shoot a few rolls. In 2003 there were Donald Trump rumors about casinos and giant 40 story hotels coming and that everything would be torn down. I started shooting a lot there and now I am winding down because the transformation is almost complete.

But you shoot more than just Coney Island, right? Or has that been your focus lately?

Harlem is also 99% gentrified so there's not too much of interest left for me. I have to admit to liking very old stuff and that is becoming very scarce in New York. Times Square is great at night since there's a lot of light and I hate using a flash. I should push myself into the Bronx since it's one of the last places which hasn't been purified, but you can get into trouble if you just shoot with abandon up there. I don't like asking for posed portraits.

So it sounds like you limit yourself to certain areas. And Coney Island is one?

I guess I have concentrated on Coney and the Subway. It is time to branch out a bit. It's easier to shoot a neighborhood when you live there. If you have a kid to deal with everyday at 3:30 when they come home from school, you have smaller windows of time to go and shoot. Sometimes my only trips are to B&H and I get a decent amount of pictures on 34th Street.

Yes, the Mike Peters Coney book is just available on Blurb and sold a whopping thirteen copies. I actually feel very good about that book and think it's a good concept...

Some of the pairings seem beyond coincidental. How did you two go about editing that?

I left all the editing up to Mike. I told you before that I am fine with seeing what other people do with my pictures, if I like the pictures enough to publish them in the first place. I have an absurd amount of pictures from Coney scanned and ready to print. Same with the subway. Finding a bona fide publisher has become pretty hard these days, although I haven't made much of an effort. I am a lousy businessman.

from Coney Island Double Vision, Matt Weber and Mike Peters

Do you see Mike Peters often? Is he a close photo buddy?

Mike is a good pal and I don't see him as much as I'd like because he has a full time job shooting for a college in Jersey. I don't like shooting with people. It is usually a drag and I love talking and hanging out, but shooting is a solitary process for me.

What's your actual process? How do you deal with film? Do you have a darkroom? Do you shoot any digital?

Well it's almost hard to admit that I have begun my digital phase. I love film and its superior range. I fell in love with Kodak's Portra 800 but at $11 a roll and $6 for a dip & dunk, the cost is now out of my range. If I shoot six or seven rolls in a day, that's $100! I know junkies who have cheaper habits...I have a full B&W darkroom and I should go back and make a few editions of some of my more important pictures while I still can, or before the supplies are too expensive.

So no more film? All digital now?

I have been shooting digital for the past few months. I blame Mike Peters who did great work with a Hasselblad and then went fully digital. He helped me with the transition. I admit that are now a handful of images which I wouldn't have gotten with film, but also a few that film would have been much better at...

I understand it's expensive and the reasons behind going digital. But surely there are other feelings involved too. How do you feel about film and digital in artistic terms? Did you have some special relationship to film? Or no attachment? 

At first I was actually embarrassed about abandoning film. I love Tri-X as much as you do! I love a perfectly developed negative. I know that the most important thing is the image itself, but the tones and the extended range which a properly developed negative has, is priceless. 

High speed color film sucked until recently. Twenty or thirty years ago the 800 chromes or the 1000 ASA C-41 was grainy junk with terrible colors. Now however, the Kodak Portra-800 is an amazing film and I wish I could just keep shooting as much of it as I'd like. It just isn't in my budget! 

I am slowly but surely adjusting to the terrible viewfinder of the GH3. I say that because after shooting with a Leica rangefinder for fifteen years, the GH3 can't compare. The good news is that I am starting to take a few images which I think I would have missed if I was still shooting film. Despite Garry Winogrand's famous line "There are no pictures while I reload" there are plenty! I have missed many images when the roll runs out. Its not worth discussing it's so obvious. At least if I keep an eye on the battery power, I can usually shoot to my heart's content. I have yet to see how wonderful my digital images will look when printed, but hopefully
they will be OK.

How much film would you estimate is in your archives?

I guess I have shot around 10,000 rolls of film, and I'm not sure if that's a lot, but it's enough to keep me busy for the rest of my life! Every time I go back to my loose leafs full of negs, I find new ones I never printed or scanned. The new ones are very rewarding, and I know that I will never have that experience with digital, but I also think I edit my work differently these days. It takes a lot more to satisfy me and that is a good thing...I could go on and on, but enough said.

What do you look for on the street?

On the street I just keep my eyes open. I see motion and emotion. That's my 2¢...I wish I saw as many things as you do inside the viewfinder but I guess I just wait and pounce.

You seem to have a lot of photos of fights. I don't know if that's conscious or not but maybe they attract you? Or tension attracts you?

Well, I have over 150 fight snaps in a folder so a book would be easy to lay out. I grew up with a best friend who became a boxer and he's always slapped me upside my head. Maybe all the slap boxing is still in my psyche, I don't know. I just love freezing action.

Are you planning a book of the Fight photos?

I'm dreaming of at least five more books. That's not a lot when you consider the amount of pictures I've taken. The "Fight book" would certainly be one which would get handled by the teenagers at Barnes & Noble. It would be hard for me to explain its importance to a normal publisher, but hopefully one who understands photography would see the book as one which would be very unique.

The film made reference to a New York photo club of some sort. With Dave Beckerman? What's that about?

I like meeting photographers. No club I'm part of. I use to bump into Jeff Mermelstein since he lived in my neighborhood. I hired Beckerman in 2005 to shoot some pics of me and my kid at the zoo. I had almost no pictures of myself and thought it would a good investment. Dave is the quintessential New Yorker in the classic sense. He grew up in the Bronx of the1950s and has countless stories which he should write about!

So you don't have others to share work prints with in NY? Is most of your feedback and interactions online?

Online photography is weird. It gets kind of depressing sometimes as I see a lot of silly squabbles erupt between photographers. There's way too much to sift through so I really don't look at very much work these days. Beckerman is pretty amazing in the sense that he almost never looks at other people's work.

I guess not looking at other work cuts both ways. You don't contaminate your vision, but you don't expose yourself to a lot of new ideas either.

Who buys your work mostly? Photography buffs? Or people into New York scenes? Or others?

I find mostly my older images get purchased for documentary uses.

So when someone orders an older print, that's when you go back to the darkroom? Or you have extras printed for most of them already?

The market is very strange. I wonder what the angle is that I haven't tried.

I'm the wrong person to answer that. 

I have become reticent to sell my better silver prints. So much work went into making them and many are on papers which no longer exist, like Agfa Portriga which was a beautiful paper. I just bring my Imacon scans which are pretty good to a local lab and let them print them for me. Then sign them and ship them in a tube. Its simple but my prices are way too low.

Beckerman helped me with the new site which does need an overhaul. Markus Hartel is going to publish a digital version of my book for iPad users on iTunes. I think it'll sell for $7.

You're going for many different distribution points it seems. I guess that's what it takes. I don't really enjoy looking at books on a screen but that's just me. Personal preference.

Have you ever shot outside NY?

I always shoot when I get out of the city...Only made it out to California once in 1992. That was a nice thing to do. I shot 53 rolls in 30 days and thought that I had been productive! I would shoot a lot more if I ever did it again...

53 rolls is small? 

53 rolls in a month traveling to places where you're never going to be again, is a paltry amount I think. When one is young I think everything seems to be less urgent...I always wish I had shot more back in the "days".

I have a large library and at this point in time, my daughter seems to have no interest in my books. The photobook scene is also a bit out of hand. Wall Street money made many titles unaffordable and there are 100s of new books being self published all the time which is nice, but impossible to keep up with...

Which 5 would you take to a desert island?

I hate to seem so fucking predictable but The Americans is probably the first book I'd grab off a sinking ship. American Photographs by Walker Evans....Szarkowski's Wino book, Figments From The Real WorldThe Decisive Moment (Original edition). Very hard to pick the fifth book. Number five might have to be a large retrospective on W Eugene Smith.

You mention Figments. Have you seen the new Winogrand book? Or the show at the Met?

Of course I bought the book, and saw the show twice. It's always nice to see a few new pictures from someone that you're so familiar with.

But you'd still take Figments instead? So it sounds like the new edit didn't add to your appreciation?

Winogrand's 1964 exhibit was very satisfying as was the book!

That book is great. He was peaking in the mid 60s. Seeing well.

The new book wasn't printed all that well. Figments was a better edit I think. After all Szarkowski did the book. I still enjoyed the new snaps a lot. I'd like to think that I was at the zoo while he was taking those epic pictures. My grandma took me there all the time in '64.

Were you the kid doing the somersault on the railing? No, just kidding. I think that was Ethan Winogrand.

A young Matt Weber?, Garry Winogrand

I was there but my grandma was taking blurry pictures of me with her Kodak Retina. I still have that camera. I wish she had a Leica since she was German...

Was she an active photographer?

No, she was awful but tried constantly to document me. I shot with her camera in the late 60s and up until '72 and then stopped for 12 years. From 1972-1984 I shot one roll of film. I regret that!

What age were you then and why did you stop?

I was 15 and started hanging out with people who did not like cameras. I saw so much crazy stuff that it really is painful to think of what might have been.

The Central Park years you mentioned earlier. But of course you can't regret that. If you'd photographed it, the whole experience might have been altered in some fundamental way. Photography has a tendency to do that. I never photographed much of anything until age 24. There was a lot of teen stuff before that which would've made great photos. But it was fun anyway. Maybe funner.

True, but I saw historical stuff which wasn't documented very much and I tend to worry about the ones I missed. There are a handful of images seared into my brain which I missed for various reasons. They often haunt me...You must have one or two that you know woulda been epic, right?

Yes I've missed plenty but nothing historical. I usually stew over missed shots for an hour or two. Occasionally they will get in my head enough to create problems shooting, but after a few days I forget. Can't remember any as I write this. What history are you talking about?

August 6th 1989 I left my house to go to Jersey and a BBQ. At midnight I was dropping off a friend in the east village and the Tompkins Sq. Park riot had just begun. I had no camera and there was a lot of blood. I watched a cop in riot gear just destroy some poor guy who was begging for mercy. The cop had his big visor on and the billy club just kept crashing down on the guy. I was in the safety of my cab and with NO camera! The next night on the news I saw myself on TV staring at the same guy being beaten!

You didn't carry a camera with you in the cab?

I decided not to on that one night. Just to enjoy my friend's company! Murphy's law in effect I guess. I learned my lesson...I never left home again without a camera!

Did you shoot many photos while on cab duty?

Yes, I shot constantly. A 50mm and a 200mm since I was stuck in the car.

How does shooting from a cab differ from shooting on foot? Could you actually see stuff as you drove by? Or just during stops?

I'm the best driver I know, or at least I was. I shoot through the windshield and windows on the highways and streets. I got good at shooting people at night since 3200 TMax had just hit the market in '88...It took a few years to relearn how to shoot on the street without the cab. I finally figured it out around the year 2000.

I have a camera with me in the car always. But it is usually difficult to get good photos. If I see something really tasty I need to look for a parking place and by then the moment has passed. Freeway shooting is easier for me. But less good subject matter.

Why do you mention the years 72-84 as nonshooting. I know you resumed shooting after 1984. But were you taking photos before 1972. As a young kid?

Yes, from '68-'72 it was a hobby and I shot mostly Tri-X and a few rolls of Kodachrome The Extachrome and Agfachrom and also the Anscochrome slides all faded badly to pink. I sold this one (below) twice recently!

Wow! Not bad for a 14 year old. And you were a painter too? So you were an artsy kid from an early age. What's the film Across 110th St.? I guess I should look it up.

Anthony Quinn and it's not an incredible film but if you like old NYC footage then it's worth it. A lot of heroin and dirty cops in the movie...

Why did you get into photography as a 10 year old? I suppose I should've asked that question way back at the beginning. You took up photography at 10 and had an art tutor at 14. Was that coming from your folks? Or were you a young prodigy?

I don't think I was that talented but I wanted to paint and then when I went to Music and Art high school up in Harlem in 1972 I met some other guys who were starting to write graffiti. I went from oil painting to spray painting which is something I probably shouldn't have done.

I just heard a long interview with Shepard Fairey. It was NY graffiti which inspired him to become an artist. He did graffiti for a while then graphic design, RISD, etc, and the rest is history. Just saying, graffiti has a tradition and a place in the art world. I mean, think of fucking Banksy...

But painting came after photography for you, right? Why did you start in photography? What was going through your child brain?

Painting was something which I think made me parents happy. It was certainly an art and photography seemed like a hobby in those days. There are a handful of guys who I wrote with, that have become very famous...

You were a writer too?

No, I tried but nothing to speak of.

Matt Weber with Kodak 126 Instamatic, Circa 1970, Photographer Unknown

I'm putting the dates together. You went to music and art school in 1972, the same year you stopped doing photography. So the school didn't focus on photography as an outlet? Or am I wrong? And did you study music there too?

No just art and academics. I dropped out in '74 which was another bad move. In 1975 I took a photography course in black and white but I didn't get excited and never pursued it. That does bother me!

Did you finish high school somewhere else?

Not really, I just begged them to let me take the G.E.D test at 17 which was one year early, and I passed it so I got a bullshit fake diploma...

It amounts to the same thing. I've got a diploma but it's not like it has any bearing on my daily life. My photos would look exactly the same regardless of any paper forms.

Some photographers swear by their mentors who taught them. Being self taught I wonder what my pictures would be like if I had had a brilliant teacher...

They'd look like the teacher's photos. Maybe.That's the Beckerman philosophy right? There are many paths. No right or wrong way to make pictures.

I agree, but would hate to be trying to emulate someone else.

What do you think your photos are mostly about? Do they express what you've seen and recorded? Or do you think they are more about New York and documenting historic scenes? Or some combination?

I like to think they are about everything. I know that is not a great answer, but I have been trying to make interesting pictures of every type I can possibly find out on the street. Happy, sad, funny, somber, landscapes, subways, nights, lovers and of course Coney Island.

You seem to live in the past a bit. Several times in the discussion you've expressed regret for certain actions or lack of them. And your photos harken back to an earlier age in their style. Is that just a photographic thing? Do all of us photographers look in the rear view mirror by necessity? 

It's true that I have some regrets. I am very happy that I took the pictures I did, but life is short and things change in this town very rapidly. I spent countless hours trying to unwind from the stress of driving a taxi seven days a week by watching Yankee games. As if Don Mattingly's next at bat was of great national importance. There was this crazy city, and yes I shot a lot of film, but I wish I had shot more. You only get one crack at this. Walker Evans spent a lot of his energy capturing what was left of the nineteenth century. I loved his work, but I'm not sure why my approach was similar. I was able to find quite a bit from his time that the wrecking ball had yet to destroy. I loved the old city and its signage was still to be seen in a few of the poorer neighborhoods. Harlem was still Harlem, and the lower east side was a disaster zone. "Alphabet City" was as bad as just about any part of New York and I had some hairy moments in my cab trying to avoid being robbed. The city looked like a war zone in many places and I suppose that's a good thing photographically. Maybe not.

Every photographer becomes aware of there fact that his camera is a virtual time machine. After a few years, you start looking at negatives or images of people who are either dead, or look much older. Kids are grown up and the elders are gone. The buildings which were just part of the background are all of a sudden historical artifacts. It really does happen in every city I'm sure.

Where do you see yourself in 5 years? Or 10?

I have said this countless times and I don't think it's a lot to ask. I would like to sell enough images or prints to pay my bills. There was never any doubt that I was doing this for reasons that had nothing to do with money, but life in New York is becoming absurdly expensive and I would love to stop living month to month. I've been scraping by since I moved out in 1975 as a seventeen year old drop out. A friend of mine recently said something rather astute. He said "We were the last generation that would be able to skate through life, just on our wits." Now one must be completely bona fide if they think they can thrive in New York. High school drop outs need not apply.

(All photos above by Matt Weber unless otherwise noted)